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Bashful569
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Name: §usane Country: United States State: Georgia Metro: Marietta Birthday: 10/11/1987 Gender: Female
Interests: Wellll I love to dance, persian dancing, latin dancing, and I want to learn how to swing dance. Then there's just regular HiP-hOp... I'm on the sTep "teAm" at WalTon... I love to sing too....
Expertise: Hmmm. Do I even have an area of eXperTise?? I think not. oOoh. I've got one! MakIng a foOl out of mYselF. That should do it.
Occupation: Student
Message: message me Website: visit my website AIM: bashful5690
Member Since:
11/16/2003
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| I'm feeling much better about myself and my life.
Well! I think I'll feel a LOT better come August 13th. That will be such an exciting time. Also very sad, as I have expressed before.. Because so many of us are going far away. (Nora, Josh, Justin, Desmond, Emily, Lauren) Please forgive me if I have excluded you. I'm at work... being bad and not doing work... So I'm kind of rushed.
I met my roommate on Tuesday... I was quite pleased. I think things will go well in the Persian dormroom. Watch out Creswell!
Yay that KB is in Creswell... And that Ern and Drew are very nearby... One, big, HAPPY family!! Maybe? Love.
Hooray for a happy, trivial xanga entry for once. See I'm not just a depressed, "emo" teenager. HAH! | | |
| It's hard to imagine how a single soul could possibly evoke such a wide range of emotions and feelings from a peron. How a single person could cause so much pain, but also how he could take part in the best moments of your life. Those times being the fondest of any memory you possess. How could such deep sorrow, hatred, and bliss arise within oneself as a result of thinking about one person? This is really just to let myself vent. I get frustrated at myself for letting a single person affect me so deeply. I ask myself over and over again how I could let someone crawl under my skin and have me at his complete mercy. I wish there was a way for me to forget... But that's the problem. I don't. I don't like how someone tells me that I will forget... That being the reason why a friendship should not continue on. I don't forget. Maybe it is you, who wants to forget.
I've always wondered why people going off to college are so keen to do so. How they can claim that they want to get the hell out of this place and not look back... And not miss a thing.
It's times like these, than I comepletely understand how they can think like that. It is times like these, that I wish I could forget, and leave everything behind.
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| Salutations. And welcome to the beginning of summer. The post-senior summer. Kinda weird, to think everyone will be separating come this fall. Well, not all. I am pleased to think that Caroline, Erin, Andrew, and Ellie will be accompanying me at none other than UGA. While Neal, Inez and Sunny run off to frolick at GT, they are now our rivals. And Bucky and Mandy are heading off to Alabama. Heh. I really don't like to think of everyone splitting off in different directions. For now it's surreal and pushed to the back of my mind.. I'll deal with it at the end of the summer.
I think Ern, Merg, and I might have a "Going Off To College" Graduation Party. Near the end of July.. Right before everyone starts moving into their college of choice.
Well I'm finishing this later because I have been distracted. Toodles!
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Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.
Haha I'm not very fond of the song itself, but the lyrics fit what I'm feeling almost exactly. I'm sorry that all my xanga entries are so emotional. I hope those that read this really know me and know that I'm not like this a lot. It's just I turn to xanga when I'm down. So here it is, another pointless entry. Tomorrow is going to suck.
AP Bio Test Lit Test and Book Card due Honors Econ Quiz.
Hooray.
I better get a savage tan this week.
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